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The urban fantasy story has been abandoned for now. For whatever reason I can't get it rolling. Plenty of text comes out, but it does not lead anywhere.
Instead, I started writing about these gay space super soldiers. And there's a story that's almost finished, it's just missing a crucial battle scene. It's incredibly difficult to write! I have no pattern in my mind about what could happen in a firefight or any kind of fight tbh. Just blank. I've spent some hours watching Halo, Gears of war, Dead Space videos on YouTube (in my nightdress and unshowered, which I think is only proper way to do it) and still don't have a clue. I'm definitely out of my writing comfort zone now. Either I learn something, or then I write something terribly cringe-worthy. All this make-believe stuff is kind of embarrassing anyway.
Instead, I started writing about these gay space super soldiers. And there's a story that's almost finished, it's just missing a crucial battle scene. It's incredibly difficult to write! I have no pattern in my mind about what could happen in a firefight or any kind of fight tbh. Just blank. I've spent some hours watching Halo, Gears of war, Dead Space videos on YouTube (in my nightdress and unshowered, which I think is only proper way to do it) and still don't have a clue. I'm definitely out of my writing comfort zone now. Either I learn something, or then I write something terribly cringe-worthy. All this make-believe stuff is kind of embarrassing anyway.